The Mind Game
It is on the last day of almost every year that my mind almost reaches its threshhold of holding up the internal chatter and procastination doesnt seem to be an option as it would lead to a new year. Well, I would want to streamline the uncontrolled stream of thoughts the same year from which they belong. Today is 05Nov2025 and I visited my blog as I wanted to write to untangle my thoughts for the longest time this year. I saw there was a draft post dated 31Dec2022 and opened it. It read as you read the last two lines (above). I have entered my 40s and starting anything new is a task, so very predictably I build on the draft written in 2022. Also, look at the irony that I start writing the first entry of 2025 in the second last month of the year. Life really changes as you touch 40. Mine changed in reverse. I thought I was getting old when i still 33 years old in 2019 and I really need to live my life in the way instragram shows- reconnecting with friends, living a slo...